If anyone is interested, i'm gonna be on vacation leave for two days...thursday & friday (that's friday and saturday mornings for normal shift people). I recently realized that taking vacations from my this job is ablsolutely necessary for your sanity's sake. So I thought long and hard to find a legitimate excuse ( legitimate even to myself) to take two days off. So now i'll be happily off from work to the absolute envy of my office mates. I will be texting them regularly this next two days to just to rile them up. I am sooooo....evil! ^___^


What I've been up to this past few days? weeks? months? Nothing much. just work, work work, work. The pay is really ok but i'm finding it hard to save up, the cost of living is really high these days, i'm ready to take to the streets if they hike up the public transport fares again AND the cost of fuel! shit it's going up with no sign of stopping. The only break I get is watching pirated dvds (the purchase of which is eating up most of my salary, i might add) and watching the latest movies with my...brother (ugh!). I don't go to gimmicks much with my officemates since i'm not much of a bar hopper (not unless its the kind we did during on of trish's bdays). So yes, i'm living a quite boring life these days.


Banes of my life...nothing much unless its annoying people around me but my powers of ignoring is excellent these days so I'm not bothered much by these unspeakables. One thing that going to work in a "normal" environment meaning a big office is that how much like highschool it really is. You can't really choose the people that you surround yourself with...I have really scary suspicion, is this what real life really is??? I guess college just ruined me, i got pampered into expecting that it's no trouble finding like-minded people. I'm lucky I found a chosen few with whom i get along splendidly.


I just got to read Apwil's post titled "You see a wile, you thwart, am I right?" I agree with points 1-4 the next two is very specific to her job so i can't relate. These are mostly the reasons why i've resorted to asking the question..."is this the real world???" (with stress in every word). Am i just deluding myself that they are the morons and i'm the sane person? Maybe i'm the moron in thinking the world is actually better than this. Sigh. The only thought that I can leave this job anytime I want is thing that comforts me these days. You don't have to stay anywhere forever...I'm taking that The Sandman quote to heart.