losty mclosty

somehow i can't bring myself to be angry with myself or overly dramatic over losing my fone...something that i saved up for and bought with my own money. Besides the inconvenience of losing contact numbers and being incommunicado for awhile the only thing that I regret is not being able to take digipics again.

it really was my fault that i left it in the taxi, i admit. I got careless... The funny thing is when i realized that i lost my fone i just felt panicked for a while then i couldn't decide what to worry about...the fone or the recent scare i got at home the same night. there have been people telling me before that there were resident elementals in our house. that's ok haven't seen them myself so no problem. still haven't seen any but there are manifestations and i'm scared shit. haven't been sleeping in my room since the first incident and i don't think i can be left in the house alone anymore.

And...that's why i'm not angry with myself for losing my precious fone...it wasnt' my fault! ^__^ I was pre-occupied and not being my usual self. And that's my excuse. I know i'm being pathetic but i can't help myself. I better get my act together but i think i'll just be a scaredy-cat 4 now =(

meow!