down the rabbit hole

rexnavarrete2_front_door
Originally uploaded by bengki.

A REX NAVARRETE SHOW: BADASS MADAPAKA
would have wanted to see this one...am three days too late though. sigh

Am currently searching for gigs this weekend, as i'm taking a long overdue vacation leave from an exhaustingly repetitive job. Recently had a minor tussle with some supervisors and am thinking enough is enough. When i stop being a wallflower at work i know it's time to make myself scarce and take my troublemaker self far far away until the powers that be are pacified.

It's time for a vacation even if it means foregoing bonuses and only getting lousy basic salary AND going back to work with a write up for not meeting standards...yes, we still have to meet standards even though we went on scheduled leaves, granted they subtract a hundred from the standards...pero may utang ka pa rin in the end. It's a vicious cycle and I'm fed up.

So I get a write up, so what? The system is so fucked up anyway that standards are adjusted everyday and despite that its still hit or miss if i meet it. I have more than 9 vls, better make use of them while i still can.

It's a special day...still have to finalize plans. How a about a roadtrip minus own transpo, the beach, somewhere north or somewhere south? Have to decide soon since there only 3 days left.

Anyway, I'll be sure to blog about it when i get back so this really is a bunch of rhetoric. I'll be where my feet take me

ICYKUN

ICYKUN01
Originally uploaded by bengki.

Am getting a bit depressed about not being able to upload the last few pics i took on my ex-fone which is probably lying on one of the myriad of glass displays in greenhills masquerading as a second-hand fone on sale. They are forever lost (to me at least, they might have found their way in cyberspace for all i know).

So...i uploaded some old icy pics to help cheer me up. check em out

losty mclosty

somehow i can't bring myself to be angry with myself or overly dramatic over losing my fone...something that i saved up for and bought with my own money. Besides the inconvenience of losing contact numbers and being incommunicado for awhile the only thing that I regret is not being able to take digipics again.

it really was my fault that i left it in the taxi, i admit. I got careless... The funny thing is when i realized that i lost my fone i just felt panicked for a while then i couldn't decide what to worry about...the fone or the recent scare i got at home the same night. there have been people telling me before that there were resident elementals in our house. that's ok haven't seen them myself so no problem. still haven't seen any but there are manifestations and i'm scared shit. haven't been sleeping in my room since the first incident and i don't think i can be left in the house alone anymore.

And...that's why i'm not angry with myself for losing my precious fone...it wasnt' my fault! ^__^ I was pre-occupied and not being my usual self. And that's my excuse. I know i'm being pathetic but i can't help myself. I better get my act together but i think i'll just be a scaredy-cat 4 now =(

meow!

persnality test

Introspective
Sensitive
Reflective

You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are highly intensive, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you need in order to feel good. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored.

weeee another one of those things not really a quiz but it will do

got this from gemki

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Bengkiosis
Cause:	spread by rats
Symptoms:	frequent facial paralysis, snoring, sudden feather growth
Cure:	paint a black cross on your front door and wait
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

dalmador

dalmador
Originally uploaded by bengki.

Apparently not everyone has met my new pet. This is Sky, short for eskarina. She's a labradot aka dalmador/labratian the spawn of Peloy's Labrador Bea and a and their friendly neighborhood dalmatian. She's 8 months now and quite huge and neighborhood dogs are now starting to come a-courting. (noooooh! she's just a baby!)
She's also a character in the comics i'm drawing for gemki along with my cat sleet (nasty cat)