They came, they saw, they went

Been busy for the last 2 months or so...mom & dad are back in the states after their medical and business trip here in the country (that about sums up their visit, i didn't even get to see them much). The previous two posts are drafts that i'm only now able to publish here because of limited internet time. Am doing the laundry now so will just edit this and add to this post later so I can finish. OR maybe that will be much later since I want to play sims2 later hehe.

ciao!

Thursday, September 28, 2006

general feeling...

general feeling of dissatisfaction...

with life, with self, and the world in general…

LIFE, THE UNIVERSE, AND EVERYTHING…

(i might need Terry Pratchett's wise absurdities)

Actually I heard from old friends recently, friends and relatives I haven't heard from for a while. I was quite happy to hear from them out of the blue but now I'm sad coz I've been neglectful and I haven't kept in touch.

REFLECTIVE...

TAKING STOCK…

EVALUATING…

Funny I've just noticed that I'm taking longer in the bathroom with my daily bath. No matter how early I go in I still come out later than I'm supposed to come out so I'll be early for work. It's the only time I get to think these days

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS…

I'm in the office right now and I feel guilty.

I don't want to talk to anyone.

She needs constant attention or she might kill herself. My seatmate I mean.

I can't babysit her today…we shouldn't sit together.

DICHOTOMY-IMPAIRED

I'm coining this word. It's fot those who could not tell left from right...as for myself i have trouble wtih the naming siamese and persian cats, no matter how I tell myself I have it backwards, I always end up saying the wrong name. I've finally developed a system to make myself remember. Siamese are also asociated with twins-we had a cheap framed abstracts of twin cats before-they were shor haired. Therefore, Siamese cats have short hairs and Persians are long-haired.

It could be extended to gray area inhabitants and not just the literal

I made her sad. Maybe I'm being mean unintentionally. I do know I have a mean streak…I'm not the nice girl that everyone thinks. It's not as if I'm being plastic or deceptive but it takes a lot to get me riled. And at her her age she has to learn that she is not the center of the universe...

Friday, September 01, 2006

Not just another day at the office

It was surprisingly a very restful day at the office. Being infected with suspected flu virus, I went home today after a full day in the office feeling refreshed and on the actual road to recovery.

Work was pathetic really since there was no way anyone was going to hit standards with that atrocious system. So long intervals of waiting for calls to come was spent sleeping/napping. Everybody else used the time to play around, catch up on gossip and just plain have fun. I was really sick since I didn't have the heart to join in.

The promotion thing started today I think, sooo….all is well that ends well. I'm just barely recovering from a bout of flu and I don't think that I can survive the hectic pace that tier training entails. Slave driving is the operative word here. There are times that tier trainees train as early as 5pm and then have to work a full shift later that day. No mercy at all. They're just not required to go overtime, is all.